*!(8!*%^&!!!!!!!

I hate being ignored.

It makes me question everything possible.

And it makes me feel like I did something wrong.
When a lot of the time, it's just the other person being "weird."

Gah.

I'm soooo confused about things.

Many things.

I'm tired of questioning everything in my life, day in and day out.

It pisses me off.

I just want to scream.

I hide my tears from my kids.
But seriously, I can't keep this up.

There's got to be more than this.

But moving on, from all the sources of pain, just doesn't seem reasonable either.

I'm angry.

And hurt.

This vacuums. Majorly.

(Edited for swearing... grr.)

Melissa