*Sigh*

So, I had a friend ask me yesterday if things were better between me and B.

She noticed that I had mentioned him in passing in blogs or email.

Yes, I've mentioned him. At this point, we are raising our children together.

And that's awkward, a lot of the time.

"We are what we are."

I hate that.

We are, what, exactly?

I'd like to say nothing.

But I know that's not it. Because we are parents together.

But other than that... are we dating?

Wow, if this were a different situation, 2 people that argue this much, wouldn't be dating.

I guess I'm terrified to completely end things.

Because there are good moments.

And those should outshine the bad.

But for some reason, I only see the bad.

When will I start seeing the good?

*Sigh.*

Life goes on.

Melissa