1. I tend to be a straight forward person. But lately, I just feel dumb all the time about everything. So keep holding my feelings in. And when I do let a little bit of them out, I feel even dumb-er. (Or is it "more dumb"? This is how dumb I feel, I can 't even get grammar correct. )
2. I have an ultrasound on my kidneys tomorrow morning. My bloodpressure has been high... like over the top high... so my doctors are freaking out a little bit. My blood work was okay, but they still think something is "up." I would love to say I'm not worried about it, but I am. I hope and dream of the day when everrything in my body works correctly, and I don't have to have tests or doctors appointments.
3. On Wednesday, I have trigger point injections on my neck, shouIders , and head. I'm soooo excited, not. I tend to look on the glass half empty side of things when it comes to medical anything and me. I guess you can say, that I am exhausted from all of this. Pain is an evil thing. It is literally making me feel crazy, and I get very upset at myself for feeling it. I know it is something I can't help, but I still just wish it to go away. I'm tired of all the tests, all the different medications, all the medication side effects... it's a very annoying, long road.
4. I got my Odyssey of the Mind official invitation today. And I also got a nice compliment from someone I worked with at the Wisconsin tournament this past weekend. "Keep working hard, although I don't think I need to tell you that. You seem naturally wired." Wow. I couldn't stop smiling for a little while. Felt good to feel like maybe I'm actually accomplishing something.
5. Now a couple of pictures of my adorable kids... because why not?
Grandma Rita made the girls summer dresses... but they saw them before I could hide them, so now they are spring dresses, or whenever they feel like wearing them dresses. They wouldn't take a serious picture in them... but they're still cute anyway.
And Sir Gavin... he took the blue purse (or sachel as I call it when he's toting it around) off, but still was wearing the pink hat. He wouldn't look at me for the picture... I think he knows what black mail is.
6. Life is crazy. Especially at my dwelling.
7. I'm trying to become a semi-couponer. I don't really understand how people could buy all that stuff in bulk, like it shows on the crazy coupon tv shows, but I do use coupons for what I actually need. And it feels good to read what I've saved on the bottom of the receipt after I check out.
8. I've sold some jewelry lately. Another high five to myself!
9. Might I dare say, that I loooooove the weather we are having in South Dakota. And if snow comes back, I may cry.
10. The girls just ran out to tell me that Gavin had a naked butt and "boy part" in their stuffed animal bin. Sure enough, there he was, "hanging out." :) Moments never cease to amaze me.
Happy Monday!
Melissa
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